To Ask for Love, Written 11/12/14 (Sonnet)

To Ask for Love, Written 11/12/14 (Sonnet)

Is it so wrong for one to ask for love
If they have never loved themselves for real?
To look for reassurance from above;
Have someone feel for you what you don't feel.
Until I find a new Lover's embrace,
I'll search for any stopgap I can find.
Yet when I find another perfect face,
It will take over my entire mind.
How dare I anger when you figure out
That I am not the lie I told to you?
Under collected fronts that I put out,
I am a mess of somber chaos through.
Selfishly I will keep searching away,
'Till someone brings Me out of night, to day.